I feel as if I've lost my way in this world.
I need this place.
I need to exist in this place. I need to express my submission and to explore it, and I find I cannot do this in a safe way.
I am trapped by a life I have created. By a life that I cherish, but I am trapped. Trapped by my inner needs and desires that won't be quieted.
Life is all about choices, and managing these choices in a way that will not inflict too much damage on those we have chosen, isn't it? So I try to balance things in my mind and in my heart, and sometimes that balance just won't be maintained.
I recently had a very sad experience which has really illustrated to me exactly how badly I have lost my way... It happens. It just does...
Now it is time to recover and take stock of things....
Submitted by an anonymous reader to Dragonfly and posted with the author's permission.....